We have no idea what God is ultimately going to do with Baby's case. With all the PG talk and Uncle suddenly showing up again, I have a feeling that the CM may have approached them about the possibility of PG and I have a feeling they are open to it. Hmmm.....his case could close in the next several months if that is true. Oh can you imagine what my heart would be going through if that were the case???
Sometimes I wish God would give us some little peeks into what the future holds! Of course I understand that would negate the necessity for us to just trust His plan, but the little girl throwing a fit in me wants to know which way to go..NOW! Hee hee!! Frankly if we are able to adopt Baby, Hubby is very hesitant to take another child in because they come and never leave-LOL!! Foster care has not turned out at all what we had expected :) I totally respect and admire large families out there but I think 4-5 kids is probably our limit. That's a lot compared to the avg. 2.5 kids American's have, but I guess I just know lots of really big families so that seems small to us! Of course we're not limiting God or His plan, but just sayin'.... :)
All of this is pretty much babbling, but what's been going through my mind/heart the past several weeks! Waiting for God to reveal His plan for our family....more waiting....why is there so much waiting in this life? lol! I guess it's something we all need work on huh? :)
New International Version (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.