IT'S OFFICIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our sweet Little Man has officially be FREED!!!!! His birthmom did not show up in court today which automatically had them terminate!! The MBI is usually set for 30 days after the termination date, but the judge said "this case has gone on long enough!" She set the MBI for NEXT WEEK Tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's just 4DAYS after termination!! OH HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!! There just aren't enough exclamation points to show how excited to are!!!!!!

It's so sweet....he is up in his room for naptime and I can hear him over the monitor saying "I'm free and ready to be a_________ (insert our last name) Hallelujah!!!!"

I have so many feelings right now...excitement, joy, thankfulness, amazement, but at the same time I feel sad for his birthmom. Sad that she made the choices she made causing her the pain she is feeling right now, sad that she is mourning not getting to be his momma (don't get me wrong...she gave him life and will always be his biological mother, but never Mommy), sad that she has now lost her 4th child. It's easy to be mad at her and the choices she made, but that's not what God wants. God wants me to LOVE her. How that love will look over the years..I am not all that sure yet. I do know that she will be getting a special Bible from Little Man for Christmas because she needs Jesus most of all!!! Maybe my sweet son will be the one who brings his birthmom to Christ!

Crazy joy has now been taken over by thankful tears.......