Friday, May 25, 2012

We're crazy...

So in the middle of all this crazy CM's garbage we decide to do it all over again!  We'll be getting a new placement sometime today...we have no idea age/gender/race...anything!  I got a call from our agency desperate for homes.  SO many kids have come into care today.  We were not on the call list, but ya know...

When he called I was putting together Baby's "goodbye" book being totally realistic here.  The tears were flowing and God gently reminded me that it's not about me.  His plan and scope are nothing that I could even imagine.  We have love and stability to offer another child.  Of course we pray that Baby gets to stay, but sometimes that's just not God's will.

OK....waiting to see how God will provide a bigger vehicle for me!! :-)  Off to clean and organize the best I can before ????? arrives!!!

4 comments:

Rachael said...

Holy cow! Good luck!

sandykreps@yahoo.com said...

Wonderful! God is good - ALL the time! Two weeks after Bryan left we were matched with another birth mom. We never really thought it was going to work out (and it didn't), but felt that God was providing hope for our hearts. I hope your little one stays...but I am also glad to hear that God is providing another little one for you to love!

Carrie said...

I think there has to be a little bit of crazy inherent in all foster parents :) Hope your new adventure is great.

Aspiring Foster Mama said...

You will be blessed and God will provide!! I am 100% sure of it!